“Stop whining; work with what you have and make the best of it”
It does somehow look like no matter what, i am not happy. And i consider myself a positive person :) Up till now, i was busy. Very busy. I had little or no time to myself, fact that has jeopardized aspects such as appearance ( nail polish, hair styling and other girly stuff), aspects of health ( increased consumption of alcohol, fast food, little – ooook, NO excercise) and aspects of personal growth ( reading, blogging/creating, learing something new). However now, when i am faced with the possibility of having too much time to myself, i am terrified.
But ok, i said, i will work with what i have. I am stuck here in Italy for at least 2 more weeks? Ok, it will exactly give me the opportunity to diet, to exercize and to actually secure a healthy future (in more than one way). So i guess not all is bad.
Of course i wanted to go home and spend the evenings with my family/friends, in a non-italian environment where outside one does not melt. But, ok, i am working with what i have :)
Tomorrow is the first day. Let’s see how that goes.